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[June 29, 2009 @ 11:57pm] |
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Never wish, you might get more than you asked for.
Sok is leaving, for good.
WTF is wrong with me.
I'm crying so hard.
I can't do this again.
I can't fiugre shit out again.
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[March 22, 2009 @ 12:43pm] |
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Tommorow I turn 19.
Zachary is bringing me to dave and busters for round 2.
<3
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[March 15, 2007 @ 2:02pm] |
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i woke up sismorning with an empty feeling, its going to stay this way for awhile for sure. people are still talking, i wish they'd all just grow the fuck up. i'm going out with erica, jess, and erica's friend daneille. I want coffee and a ciggerette so badly. Zack and I had a pinic yesterday at the beach, it was cold but still very very cute.
everything is going to be ok.
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[March 14, 2007 @ 2:20pm] |
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people are talking, but people are always going to talk, as long as they have something to talk about. I'm affected by all this but not in a way that makes me want to run into traffic. I just lost my bestfriend but she doesn't care so why should I. When a friendship becuase an inconviance to the other person involed its time to cut all ties.
Sismorning i woke up and thought that today would be another day that I was upset about this but I saw Erin in the morning and we talked and I relized that i threw away vauable loveable people for the realtionship i have been pursueing for the last about 3 years with someone that has thrown me away everytime someone else was there to pick her up, which may be unfair to say but i have the freedom of speech and i'm allowed to speak my mind and my mind has spoken.
My aunt keeps i'm me and her noise is a smack in the face, she is an odd odd women. Zacks at work so i have piece and queit which makes me happy becuase i love my alone time just sitting on the porch stareing at the world, my wireless card is amazing.
I'm pieceing everything back togeter to get an ultimate and pleaseable out come, the world is going to go on, i have tons of friends that i can call, i just got off the phone with Sok which made me happy too. My real friends the ones that used to only talk to me instead of me and my other friends now are back to just me which makes me really happy, which is kinda physcotic of me, but what i just stand didn't come out 100% right so now i sound like a total wacko.
The truth is its spring, the weather is nice, and i have all the time in the world to grasp on to new friendships with old friends and let go of the one thing thats not going anywhere; i'll see you around... i know that for sure.
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[October 10, 2006 @ 7:39pm] |
i love larissa lynn :) :)
zacky b
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